So i know that i've stopped stopped writing, and between winter break and second semester there's no way in hell that i could catch up on what i've done . However i will probably fill in the blanks when the time comes. oh and i've totally given up punctuation because i fucking wrote four essays in the last 2 days and i don't just mean four 2 paged essays, i mean four like 5 page essays. fuck my life. but anyways i'm done now and i feel proud, proud, proud! I even went to the writing center today to get my essay edited. i'm such a good student! i'm actually currently getting all A's in my classes, except i dont know what i have in history. After these past 2 days, i've worked so hard that my brain is fried and so i'm coming on thursday afternoon. Actually i was planning on coming on thursday because steph, christina, and eric were suppose to come on wednesday to rage, and then i was going to come home with all of them the next day. So i'm definitly going out tomorrow night! oh yes yes yes. and then maybe thursday they'll come and we'll go out and then i'll go home friday. i realized that i've left you with alot of whiny pages about how much i love home, and i do, still but New York has become more apart of me this semester then it ever has before, plus i finally have a settled down group of friends here that i can trust and depend on like i do at home. An account of our weekend...
friday- Alex's friend Sarah comes up to visit us from his hometown and brings this substance that i'm just going to replace with green oink. So i get back from classes at like 4 and decided that i'm just going to shower and relax before the night ahead of me because i knew it was going to be a shit show, except i would replace the word shit with a very, very beautiful word. So since we made plans to take the green oink and go the night show at the planetarium. At 7:30 we took them and were on our way to The Museum of Natural History. The show was actually quiet amazing, it was like all this computer graphics set to Moby, Radiohead and Coldplay plus a few DJ's i couldn't name. It was the coolest thing ever i felt as though i was in Disney all over again. Afterward we waited for the bus for like 30 min, while of course chain smoking secrets because they've never tasted so good. When we finally got back to school, we went to the room to bundle up in our furs and get sun glasses and headed to Columbus Circle to sit at the foot of Columbus while i snapped every inch of the night on Tara's Nikon camera. You could say i went alittle overboard. We then went on an adventure through the art gallery, then floating on the escalators and finally settled on smoking in the plaza. I listened to Details In the Fabric- Jason Mraz and Motorcycle Drive By-Third Eye Blind which completely became the song of the night for me, "I've never been so alone, alone, and i, and i've never been so ALIVE". (sidenote: i wasn't alone i was with Vicki, Alex and Dezzy...and Sarah of course). When we were done smoking and listening to music we realized we were locked in the plaza with no way out because it was closed. Luckily the elevator was working and we went down and then to the White Box Theatre, which i've never been to but turned out to pretty cool. It's basically a small studio in the basement of the school where anyone can perform anything, and they dress up for their parts and drink bottles of wine out of paper bags. So being as enchanted as we were to everything and anything we did, we sat through all of the performances. I can't believe our night is so far from being over. So we got back to the room, and smoked some more, as well as pick our different songs on the ipods and looked up music videos on YouTube. Around like 2, Gabby showed up drunk, like beyond drunk and under the green oink it didn't bother me at all, i just kept having to keep her voice down. It was nice not having to get frustrated and pissed for once. Freeing. i sorta wish i could be that rational and happy all the time. After wayy to many talks about how beautiful the ordinary was, Victoria and I build a tent with christmas lights and sheets, and blew up the air mattresses and covered them in furs. I didn't even sleep in the tent but i was so into the process of creating the tent. Even though my body was exhausted and it was 5 am, my mind was racing and repeating things to me over and over that i couldn't even comprehend...i never really went to sleep so...
Saturday- finally fell asleep at like 7:00, slept till 4:00 and only got up to shower, then watched Friends, then finally when Victoria told me they were going to Dylan's Candy Bar on 3rd Ave and 59th St. If it wasn't for the fact it was 68 degrees out and i felt like too much of a piece of shit i wouldn't have gone but i did and got yummy chocolate and peach rings. Mom and Dad were coming to meet up with me in the City and after the night i had i sincerely needed a touch of home. We down to the West Village and parked across a puppy store which of course i needed to go into. I wanted to take them all home, but my favorite was this little Yorkie that had the darkest hair and the cutest face. Mama texted me telling me i could get a puppy once i have my own place. We decided to eat some Tapas and then got coffee at this place where the coffee beans shoots up from their canisters against one wall of the store and went through tubes in the ceiling into the coffee maker. only in new york. When i got back we just decided to smoke jays in the plaza and watch sex and the city. it was all i could ask for.
Sunday- after the breakfast club meet at the dinner, which was more like an lunch club because it was 2pm. but we got breakfast and then i literally started the 2 day hibernation on my ass. I wrote my spanish essay, sent it to mom to get corrected. Wrote half of my english essay, went to bed at 4am.
Monday-woke up for history, got back and wrote the other half of my English essay. Then i wrote my first history essay.
Tues- Woke up for music history. Was way to anxious to finish my work. Listened to a lecture about Mozart. The music is nice and really pretty but i had no patience for it. Then i came back to the dorm, only to realize i had an assignment for Faith and Critical Reasoning which was my 1pm class. Finally, I went to F/C and Spanish where i turned in my essay. Then i came back smoked a bowl because i was wayyy to stressed out. After eating lunch and watching one episode of What I Like About You because i needed to clear my brain I got right back to work. I began my second history essay. Made an appoint to go to the reading center ....and now i'm right back where i started from.....haha it's like one of those flash backs in a movie!
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